Locke Cole (blackjack777) wrote,
Locke Cole

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not visible to Adel or my other self. yes, I locked this to myself. good plan.

Well. Two Knights have come into the Dreamworld and kept me company. And two Knights have left, been rescued and returned to relative safety and happiness.

And yet, here I sit. Still.

I feel really forgotten. I mean, it seemed like everyone was in such a rush to get Selphie back, and Quistis was only here for a couple of days.

It's been weeks for me. Not that I mind waiting my turn, but as I recall, I've been here a long, long time. I have even lost count of the days since Rachel let me go... and I don't even know how long I was there before then. I've forgotten what it feels like to sleep, eat, breathe... be touched, even. Do you know what it's like? Do any of you know?!

I'm sorry. I really shouldn't be acting this way... I'm bored, frustrated, and helpless. Every time I try to get back in, wake up from this goddess-forsaken endless dream I'm having, I just get pushed back out by whoever the hell it is who has taken over my body.

This is all so crazy. Really, maybe I am dead. Might be better off that way, since no one seems to really care all that much anyway.
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